Matte
Dunn is not drug addicted, not an alcoholic, not a gambler and has no
diagnosed mental illness, but he is homeless. This is a 12 hours in his
life.
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Matte can only laugh when he hears the public debate around housing affordability.
He used to think it was possible for him to own his own home one day, but that dream has faded.
These days his hopes for the future are simple.
"I just would like to be happy. I think I would just like to be in my own space. And to not worry about being in other people's space anymore."
7:20pm
Now, he says, on a good week he can make $200-$300 from tips from shoppers at Melbourne Central, where management lets him set up his booth.
In 2008, then prime minister Kevin Rudd's 2020 Summit made Matte think about where his life was going.
He devised an eight-year plan to get out of homelessness and InfoGuy was a big part of it.
7:39pm
What he lacks more than anything else, he says, is relationships — "being able to talk to someone who doesn't get paid for talking to you".
He says one thing people don't understand about homelessness is the intense loneliness.
8:10pm
Healthy eating is something Matte prioritises.
He says he can afford to spend money on proper food because he doesn't pay rent.Matte graduated from La Trobe University last year with a Bachelor of Arts majoring in linguistics.
He says he had to push himself to complete the course while struggling with homelessness.
"Every day I just said, 'I've got to do this. There is just no other way out'."
8:24pm
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Matte's degree sits among his few possessions inside his storage cage, which he refers to as "the office".
Matte drops past his storage cage in a parking garage in the CBD to collect his clothes to take for washing in Box Hill.
Inside the cage, sitting alongside his degree, is an owl trophy he won in a Scrabble tournament in Queensland in 2006 — another of his talents.
Matte pays about $40 a month to have access to this windowless box, barely the size of a sofa.
But the tiny space is one of the few places where Matte can shut a door on the world and feel relatively safe.
10:15pm
Matte's path takes him beneath the cranes and the rapidly multiplying skyscrapers of Box Hill, an expanding suburb in Melbourne's east, en route to his squat.
10:27pm
Matte crawls inside his squat, a small shed behind an abandoned house emblazoned in spray paint with the words, 'DANGER, KEEP OUT'.
Picking his way through the darkness, Matte remarks on the overgrown garden.
He says he used to keep the place neat, hiring a lawnmower to cut the grass.
Video: How did Matte become homeless? (ABC News)
Matte comes here when he needs to get uninterrupted rest.
"I can sleep for 16 hours at a time, it's perfect," he says.
But on this night, though, he feels uneasy.
Matte has the sense that someone has been here, though nothing appears to have been taken.
He suspects his "Bat Cave" could be on borrowed time.
It's a familiar feeling: when you're homeless, everything is uncertain, there's the sense that every single thing you have can be taken away in the blink of an eye.
10:36pm
Inside his squat, Matte takes the time to vote in the Melbourne City Council elections, considering the platforms of the various candidates.
He looks for someone with decent policies on homelessness and avoids candidates who oppose development.
11:40pm
Doing the washing, Matte says, is a "major event" that takes planning and hours of dedicated time.
"Other people have all this at home, on their doorstep: a shower, a laundry, a kitchen. My doorstep is spread over 15 kilometres," he says.
Matte passes the time reading an article about Academy Award-nominated films on his phone as he waits for his washing to tumble dry.
By his wrist is his asthma puffer — Matte used to receive disability benefits on account of his bad lungs, but was recently deemed fit for employment and told he was no longer eligible.
12:01am
Matte has a gym membership solely to use the bathroom facilities.
He says it works out to about a dollar a day, which he says is worth it.
He waits until the gym is mostly empty to slip in and out.
Matte prefers not to use the showers at drop-in centres, designed for the homeless, because of safety concerns.
3:39am
The only other people in the internet cafe are a couple of 20-somethings, gaming online and exclaiming loudly in Mandarin.
By the end of the night Matte is listening to Split Enz.
"Six Months in a Leaky Boat, my anthem for this year," he explains.
4:41am
Matte heads for the railway station, clutching a paper cup of 7-Eleven coffee.
On this night, the temperature plummeted to 5 degrees Celsius and just before dawn it feels coldest.
On the topic of love, Matte says he would like to have a partner, but sometimes feels "that ship has sailed".
He says he's been with people from all walks of life, from dating a woman who lived in a mansion — which he found a bit "awkward", he laughs — to relationships where he was the more stable one.
5:00am
While others loiter on the steps at Flinders Street Station, Matte keeps to himself.
He finds his community more with the city's shopkeepers and shift workers than among the homeless population.
6:12am
Matte picks the longest railway lines and rides them out and back in order to buy some time to rest without attracting attention for sleeping in public.
"Here I'm just a guy sleeping on a train," he says.
Years ago he came up with a similar approach for sleeping in parks, buying a banana lounge so he could look like anyone else enjoying a snooze in the sun.
6:48am
Matte blends in with bleary-eyed commuters on their way to the CBD.
But while they're beginning a new day, Matte is just reaching the end of his, having snatched less than an hour of sleep during his constant shifting around the city.
Video: How does Matte rest? (ABC News)
He thinks he'll probably go back to "the office" and get some rest before taking up his post as InfoGuy.
"I get four or five hours most nights, but I can get by on two," he says.
"As long as I've managed to shut my eyes and get that sensation of sleep."
Matt still dares to hope for his own place
Now in his 40s, Matte believes he's on the brink of transitioning out of homelessness.He's far happier than he's ever been, and has a greater sense of purpose — something he attributes to getting an education and to the money he's been able to earn through what he calls his microbusiness.
He says he's been religiously saving $200 a week, depositing the money into a bank account.
He has a plane ticket booked to Thailand, where he plans to go door-to-door offering his services as an English teacher.
"I've put myself in a position where I am employable," he says, almost sounding surprised at his own accomplishment.
And, in Asia, he dares to hope he might even be able to afford a place of his own.
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